I just was rooting through a drawer and I found a picture of my grandfather. It actually physically hurt to see that.

And yesterday at supper with shauna, I looked at the seniors' menu, thought, "Oh, we should take Poppa here, he'd like that, he likes the seniors' portions." And only when, ten minutes later, shauna mentioned the seniors' section, did I realize what I'd thought and that no, I can't take him anywhere anymore, because he's gone.

Ow.